One of the Most Spiritual Experiences on My Mission

So, as you probably know, I have been having a hard time understanding
why Louis left the church. I just have been super down on myself
because of that!
Anyway, on Sunday we went to Jason & Lori Orr's (you should add them
on Facebook and tell them thank you because they have made me feel so
at home.) for supper! After the spiritual thought, Brother Orr asked
if we needed priesthood blessings. (While I have been here he has
given me numerous priesthood blessings) and Sister Baxter asked for
one, the spirit told me I needed to get one.
After Sister Baxter's blessing I asked for one. It was a moment where
I knew that I was testing Heavenly Father to see if he was really
aware of me. This is the first thing my blessing said, "Be comforted
and know that he is well aware of you Sister Fisher. He knows the
things you ponder and pray about. He is aware of your sadness that is
in your heart when people turn away from the Gospel."
I had not mentioned anything to him about Louis. Not even an inkling
that anyone I know had left the church. I literally sobbed. I could
not get control of myself. I know that God is aware of me. I know he
loves me. I know he knows my heart. Isn't that just amazing.